my life is an amusement park...

okay... so after having two weeks to let the news settle in, i'm feeling, well, actually about the same... sometimes i'm super excited about it, and all gung ho about wanting to find a job there and be able to move as soon as possible... and other times, the reality hits that it's gonna be super hard to find a job there unless i'm already living there, and how i'm barely able to save enough money as it is for small vacations and there's little chance i'm gonna be able to save enough to move there and support myself while job searching... and then, i'll think about all the cool stuff there is to do in england, and get excited again... so as you can see, it's been a roller coaster of emotions for me...

i just wish there was one clear choice... only one perfect path... i should be so lucky... heck, it would be easier if what i really wanted deep down in my heart was what is best for chris and i... not that i don't want what is best for us, i do... but what i want deep down is a somewhat selfish dream... and there's no place for selfishness if we're going to make this work for us...

anyway, on to something else...

my first fundraiser for my Avon Walk is going GREAT!!! after the first week, i had raised enough $$ that i have to make 33 dozen cookies!!! that's awesome!!! the cookie making is going to go on Saturday, August 27th... and anyone who is in the area is welcome to stop by and keep me company... i promise i won't make you help (unless you want to)... and i'm sure it will be quite funny with flour and dough and icing all over the place... and Thanks to everyone who has donated!!! you guys are great! And for those of you who haven't visited my AWBC website lately, i got my spiffy shoes last week!!! and they are waaay comfy...i may even order another pair... just in case these get worn out during training... hehe...

work has been work... and things are getting better with ruth... and i'm going to visit my family this weekend... so i think that just about covers everything...